365 ONE: day 184….Too Much for Someone Too Big

Day 184: July 10th, 2012 = COMPLETE!!!!!

Cardio was = Walking

Dance of the Day was = “Need U Bad” by Jazmine Sullivan

Improvised Acting Video I uploaded to my other blog was = “Eavesdropping Financial Convo”

Anything to Note =

I was a walking (or rather a rushing around) zombie today!

I was back late last night and then had to do some packing or sorting – sorting into piles though! Organized and neat piles! I managed to get through all the baby stuff and some of the items I need to take over for other people that I had bought over the last month or so – and then it got too late! So I felt like I got nowhere! I was hoping to do better than that but the baby stuff took longer than I thought, and I had some other things I was doing.

I was hoping to get through at least going through all of the bedroom – I like to cover one room at a time when I pack. I gather than pile and then pack. But after the baby/bought stuff I managed to only get through half of the bedroom!!

And then I had to stop. Or rather I was told to stop by Stuart. And my dad via BBM. Well, it was 1am. And I’m pregnant! But I wanted to keep going. And I’m pregnant. I could have kept going. But they were right because as soon as I lay down to watch TV in bed my back was jarring up a bit, so obviously  I had already done too much.

Ugh – pregnancy!!

I just can’t do as much as I used to…

…want to….

…need to….

I had a full day today too with work, then doctors appointments, picking up doctor’s copies of my records to take with me, showing of an apartment, then up to see two peeps…

So I was home once again after 10pm and have been sorting into piles and now its 1am again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I think I really will have to leave the actual packing between going to the office and the plane leaving tomorrow – which is a little crazy!

Let’s hope I make the plane!!!!!!

I am running out of time!!!!

I can’t believe I am leaving tomorrow!!!!


I don’t know how to pack for 6 months!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!

365 ONE: day 86…broken English love!

Day 86: April 3rd, 2012 = COMPLETE!!!!!

Cardio was = Walking

Dance of the Day was = “Hold That Sucker Down” by David Vendetta

Improvised Acting Video I uploaded to my other blog was = “Vessela’s Loud Desk”

Anything to Note =

I still get a weird feeling every morning I ride the 7 train into work after that incident I had not so long ago…so now I have to focus myself from the last station before the tunnel until through the tunnel, while I am on my tip-toes of course! I try not to go while in peak rush hour to avoid that ever happening again if I can help it but I do have to still focus my mind each time. I refuse to let it beat me!!!! I normally do some emailing or texting or play a game or something to try to distract me and get me away from the association of that anxiety attack I had. But this morning I had something a little different…

Right behind me, or a little to my left really, was a couple, an older couple – I am crap with guessing ages, but I want to say something like late sixties maybe? Maybe even in the seventies? Or older!! Told you I was crap!! Anyway…I was trying to focus on my phone when I start to hear this couple talk. They are both speaking with poor broken English to one another and they were obviously from two very different countries, and were trying to communicate. It was cute to listen to them try to relay what they wanted to each other with the little English they both knew. Naturally I was intrigued. I kept hearing the woman say “We go Manhattan together” over and over again…

Then, it got interesting…

Suddenly I hear the woman relay that she has a husband. And the man also said he has a wife. I looked over at them directly at this point and they were all touchy feely with each other!! So hmmmmm….they were both married, to other people, and yet holding hands????!!

They then started to convince each other that they were both done with their previous husband or wife with the English they had!! Hence, they didn’t really say how or why or what but that they were “done” over and over again. With the other saying “Me too” as they stared into each other’s eyes!!

Fascinating romance helped me through the tunnel this morning!! Before I knew it we were there!! I need me some more of that around to spy and eavesdrop on to take my focus away in the mornings 🙂

One more thing to note…

As I was listening to the couple, I did a double take as there was a woman to my right who was going up and down on her tip-toes through the tunnel!! I have never seen anyone else do any tip-toe action in the tunnel on the subway – you see??!!! There are others out there!!