365

TESTING 1…2…365: TV Watching does NOT a Gymnast make

http://youtu.be/Ijx74qaJhkk


TESTING 1…2…365: Cobra Pose for the Russians


Virgin365: day three hundred and forty-eight…Pen Clicks in a Minute


Virgin365: day three hundred and thirty-nine…UB Toner


Virgin365: day three hundred and eight…Stiff Mini Walk After 4 Weeks Crutching


Virgin365: day two hundred and sixty-six…Double Trouble Training


Virgin365: day two hundred and fifty-eight…Neck Brace


Virgin365: day two hundred and thirty-eight…Chopstick Jaw


Operation 365 Poem: day 344…Pain All Night Long

Pain All Night Long

I did
Something
Wrong

To get pain
In my stomach
All night long

No partying
No booze
Smoked no bong

No gym
No stunts
No belief I’m King Kong

I certainly
Wasn’t showing off
My talent at ping pong

There’s no way
I pulled a muscle
Singing my song

No costume
Was too small
Didn’t wear a tight thong

Didn’t eat
At the sketchy Chinese
Restaurant called Wong

But I did do
Something
Wrong

To get such pain
In my stomach
All night long

Not sure
I will ever know details though
As pain is now long gone


365 ONE: day 268…Night Pain

Day 268: October 2nd, 2012 = COMPLETE!!!!!

Cardio was = Swaying with the Little One/Little One “errands”

Dance of the Day was = chorus over and over again of “hey now, you’re a rock star….” as the little one was wearing “daddy’s rock star” onesie đŸ™‚

Improvised Acting Video I uploaded to my other blog was = “Cadbury Fix”

Anything to Note =

I had a really bad night last night. I woke up with excruciating tugging pain at my stitches and c-section wound and the feeling that blood was oozing out.

It was horrible.

Stuart checked and there was nothing oozing from there but then I was worried that it could be internal so after I was then up and breast fed the little one then I went online to see if this was perhaps a normal sensation. The tugging pain, yes. The feeling of oozing blood, no. But reading more it felt like it is something that would fall along the lines of what others had said…I don’t know.

I was going to call the maternity helpline this morning and then decided to monitor a bit – then the day escaped me and the midwife is coming tomorrow to check on me again….so now I will wait until then. Hopefully no more of that tonight. Or ever. The pain is definitely getting worse each day.

I know it was a major operation…or do I….I know it was an emergency c-section and the emergency of it was serious…but the question is do I understand that I have to take it easy and not try to do things after such a surgery. I know I am not supposed to be lifting anything or carry anything heavier than the baby…but I seem to have problems with asking for help in general and just end up doing everything myself. I don’t like putting anyone out and I just don’t want to make Stuart and my mum do everything….but after that pain last night and a day of off and on pain, something needs to adjust in my head and make me just stop and say “can you please help me with/do….”

I need to.

I know I am doing too much already.

I am still a mess. Ugh. Can’t write anymore – so late. Ridiculous. Have to go as no feeling too good.

Sidenote: I know I haven’t been able to respond to people or talk to people or see people or anything yet. I am sorry everyone. Things are a little chaotic and hard right now still. I promise I will get back to you all.

Sidenote II: I also promised the announcement of the name after Stuart went to register the little one today, but this was delayed and is now hopefully happening tomorrow….so until tomorrow then with that. Again, sorry.