Day 221: August 16th, 2012 = COMPLETE!!!!!!!
Cardio was = Walking
Dance of the Day was = “Feeling So Real” by Moby
Improvised Acting Video I uploaded to my other blog was = “Daddy Long Legs”
Anything to Note =
The little schmonkie is constantly on my bladder!!!
So that doesn’t help the fact that I need to thus constantly pee!! It’s like I can never empty my bladder – I know it sounds maybe like too much information – but it’s always what I like to call “small pees”…I’ve become the “small pee girl!” Thus meaning I never empty my bladder obviously so constantly going annoyingly!!
This is evident in the night with how many times I get up to pee! So that doesn’t aid my lack of sleep 😦
And as a result of that I am still not going into deep sleep so am having bizarre dreams.
And I mean BIZARRE!!
Last night I had BIZARRE dreams…I mean, I always do, and I can never remember them all when I go to write them down later on, only that I have that bizarre feeling about them as I know they were BIZARRE!!
But last night, not only did I have the usual I’m-not-pregnant-and-then-I-wake-to-a-real-belly dream…which always throws me!! But I had a really really REALLY BIZARRE dream that I remember….
It was about my dad being gay!! Haha!!
That he just came out, or somehow we had just found out, or I knew, and I snuck into the room to witness his first kiss and other stuff with a guy I know at a party we were having!!!
And then after, I walked outside to the garden, where everyone had gone, and everyone knew what had just happened as just me, my dad, and this other guy had disappeared, and it was awkward.
And my mum was so embarrassed and hurt and upset and I had to give her a long hug.
And no one could look my dad in the eye when he came outside!
It was BIZARRE and too graphic also!!
I don’t want to see that again thank you very much!!
Please let me sleep! Or not remember in the future if the dreams are going to be like that!!!